i'm fucking freaked out

despite recent life that im well happy about (it shall follow shortly) -  i have found summat kinda weird
http://manaknowsbest.blogspot.com/2010/06/my-best-friend-is-dead-frownieface.html

making me feel uneasy. like everytime i wear it im a tribute, a little bit of a life im not part of.

dino love